At my cousins.

So today I relaized just how much I missed my cousin. Back when were were little I'm pretty sure he was my best friend. Not like it was really my choice, but I saw the kid every day. And we got along fine. Then his jerkass father turned him into a jerkass. I'm pretty sure one time his dad said, "I'm glad I never had any girls, because all they do is whine." And this is where the problem arises. Now Jonathan is equally jerkass and doesn't want anything to do with me because I'm a girl. Therefore I whine. Becuase his dad hated me, he hated me. And then I hated him. He was a jerk. He randomly just hit his brother and I would defend the little kid. This made me the bad guy and pushed me further away. Now that his parents are divorced though, things are getting better I think. Today we had a half decent conversation about Japanese Whale Hunters... ok so it isn't the deepest conversation, but I didn't feel like hitting him once, and he actually seemed to enjoy my company. Go figure. Maybe things will change for the better now. I sure hope so.